"Mom i’m affraid of loosing you" emerged from the trauma I experience following my grandmother’s death in a car accident in 2020. She and I shared a close bond, and her passing along with several other losses within my inner circle, forced me to confront the harsh reality of death. This event triggered my thanatophobia and heightened my awarness of life’s fleeting nature, evoking a profound sadness and fear at the thought of losing my mother, whom I consider my “home”.